Tuesday, May 15, 2007
First Love
It's a funny feeling. I used to think that you choose to like someone. You can't judge your own feelings, as it can decieved you. But when it comes, you just know that she's the right one. So all the rumours about love is true. Your heart will pump faster. You will suffer a mind block. You will try to be someone you are not. You will think of her all the time. You will check your mobile phone to see whether she has drop you a sms. You can't sleep. You will scroll the name list and stop at her name, wanting to call her yet don't know what to say. Even love songs pose a different meaning to you now that she's in your life. You can feel real good about yourself, thinking that you are the best man for her. On the other hand you can feel real lousy about yourself, thinking that she may not even take notice of you. It's funny how you can feel like a king with everything in your palms, and at the same time a beggar with nothing by your strides.
Posted by Benjamin at 3:31 PM